Eventually I will publish a book of poems. Until then, these words reside in cyberspace. 

 

Moonshine

The woman lives

In a wood-paneled farmhouse

on Emerald Street.

    She sits

    lilting in a metronome rocking chair

    on a tilting porch

          keeping time with creaking pine knots

          long after the hands of her watch have given up methodology

     in favor

      of fate.

 

She wears

     Bourbon breath of moonshine made

     on an almost forgotten autumn evening

     centuries ago

       humid air thick with potential

       of a life

       yet to be lived.

 

The lightning bug dreams of tomorrow

      danced round her milky thighs

      as hot dew condensed on forehead,

          Sticky.

                   Rolling in rivers

                   to iris eyes in full-blossomed bloom

                   that night

                       centuries ago

                       brewing tonic water

                         from castaway

                                   carbon.

 

Her hair was still auburn then,

with glimmering golden flecks of mica dust

      and flaming crimson tones

of russet birch leaves

as they depart in final floating breaths

to rest

in boneyards of sweet decomposition.

 

She shifts

          in her rocking chair,

          repositions her right leg to alleviate

          the twinge in her lower spine

                that began to aggravate

                around the time

                     her second lover left for the war

                decades before

                        she moved into this house

                        and onto this porch.

 

She sighs

      profoundly,

      takes another sip

      of the sweet liquor

              distilled in oak barrels

         in the basement built to withstand tornadoes

 

One of those storms turned her hair white

Zeus’ bolt     

phantom thunder sent from Hades’ hell

and her locks turned,

shocked,

forever changed,

like leaves of the willow tree

from autumn to winter

in one cold spell.

 

The woman lives

In a wood-paneled farmhouse

on Emerald Street.

    She sits

    lilting in a metronome rocking chair

    on a tilting porch

          keeping time with creaking pine knots

          long after the hands of her watch have given up methodology

     in favor

      of fate.


Marionette


Expectant

I met an old friend.

        Seated,

           suspended

           on bended knee

        with the gentle curving crescent smile of the moon,

        and loving eyes

        the left palm

                      open

                       to the sky

                       holding space

                       and time.

 

This little shrine overlooks the cliffs

             of the Pacific.

                    Far beneath,

                    saltwater washes

                    granite clean,

                           churns rough edges

                           smooth and pristine.

 

Waves drown out

         the endless cacophony of human thinking

         and command calm

         as the statue

         sits still

              holding space

              and time

              in a left palm

                      open

                      to the sky.

 

On the first day of Summer

          life burns hence

          too fiery

             for comfort,

             and I am feeling

             yet again,

                   the deep need to call

                   the soothing blue

                         of this ocean from the tall

                         saltwater cliffs of Big Sur.

 

Sometimes we forget that we carry

                     peace

                        within these bags of skin,

                        for as Buddhist philosophy

                        teaches us,

                        any decisions

                            worth making,

                             we solve

                             by soulful in-taking

                     of

                        seven

                              soft

                                  breaths.

 

Live with ease and breathe with light,

drink in the breeze

         to quench

         the mind

         ease the heart

         and head

              and set aside

              mad ego that has led

              body astray so many times,

              lay empty hand to heaven

                       to hold space

                        and time

                        in left palm

                                       open

                                       to the sky

                                       fingers loose,

                                        to let life

                                                        flow by.                                        .


Morning Light


 

Guadalajara Rains

 

My

  six-year-old self

  spins and sings,

      splashing through

      every puddle she sees.

 

Wild winds lash at palm fronds

     as purple lighting

     pierces bulkhead clouds

     in blotted ink indigo skies

           above her dancing head.

 

She senses

    the magnetic pull

    of pure potential energy

    as every atom

       awakens within her being.

 

Electron trails

    send signals from tiny hairs

    on tip top of skull,

    standing at attention

    like tethered soldiers,

          ready to deliver

          from thunderclap clouds

          the great catharsis

                   of lightning bolt

                   through body;

                         breaking bones apart,

                         bursting heart

                         and blinding eyes,

                             opening sight

                             to the sheer size of life

                             beyond this

                                   finite

                                   human skin.

 

Yet despite the stakes so high,

     her barefeet sweep between raindrops

     Which pound

     upon fleshy shoulders

           and thighs

           and arms spread to fly.

 

My

  six-year-old self

  spins and sings,

       splashing through

       every puddle she sees.

Gleeful and giddy,

    amidst the storm of centuries.

 


Shadow-Seer

Candlelight flickers-

   A single flame

   blown sideways

   by the breath

   of some great being

            yet unseen

            to my

            seeking eye.

 

 

Divinity,

    why must you linger in the shadows?

    Why must you shroud your

             shifting form

             in mysteries?

             In momentary

             synchronicities?

 

 

We know you are

        the one

         whose breath

               causes

               our candle to dance,

               to twist and twirl

               in magic entrance

         though

         tethered to wick and wax.

 

 

This faith,

    buried deep

    in human chest,

        woven with

        sinew silk

        into beating heart

        and wrapped round

        ribs of Eve’s devotion

        will not falter

              will not melt

              or float away

                   in smoky spirals.

 

 

And though you hide

   each night

   in liminal lines

   of dark spaces,

            we light

            each candle

            in your name

            and fill

            the world

                 with dancing light.

Devout of heart

         and full of grace.

 

 

Divinity,

   why must you linger in the shadows?

   We feel your touch

          in whirling water,

          and hear you singing in the wind,

          so let faith’s pure golden fire

                           expose your form

                           and light your face.